Posts Tagged ‘pa-konyo’

Random Diary Entries Series 2

Oktubre 1, 2012

September 10

Minsan ang procrastination ay by-product lang ng process of “self-purgation”. Para “mapiga” ang sarili mo – isip, puso – ng stress, problems, ideas at what have you. You need to sit down. Stop whatever you are doing. Postpone all plans. And just take time to smell the flowers. Mehn, believe me. We all need a break. A breather. Time to reflect and assess where we are at a certain point in our life. To keep balance. To maintain sanity.

September 13

May mga recognition na trip na trip mong i-claim kaso when you think about its repercussions, specially the negative effects (read: bad image) it will have on other “people”, you just opt to shrug it off (and act like that pa-humble character you have perfected through repeated ordeals like this). Gusto mong maki-sintemyento but doing so would only mess things up some more. Ayaw mo ng hassle. At syempre, ayaw mo rin mag-magaling at magmukhang magaling sa harap ng iba. Let’s face it. You long for recognition. Matutuwa ka rin konte. But you’re just not the type who’ll be extremely “pleasured” by something so petty. You’re not that kind of person. Not that kind.

September 16

‘Yung feeling na minsan trip mong mag “me time” kaso takot ka rin na baka wala ka nang mabalikang friends kaso trip na trip mong magpa-miss kasi nga feeling unappreciated at taken for granted ka kaso nga you’re also not sure if they’ll even notice. Plus there’s the possibility that if they do notice, you’ll be labeled “paimportante” and that’s exactly want you want them to feel yet you hate to be given that title. Dilemma, tsong. Hyper to. Still, you choose to be with them. Kahit na at the back of your head, thoughts about how you’re just a “filler” in the group bother you.